Hello everyone!!!! I hope y’all are doing well. I’ve actually been doing pretty good. I’ve been staying pretty busy too I have another series possibly in the works, and I’ve got some other ideas bouncing around, but I haven’t had a ton of time to actually sit down and write. I am at least staying active on Instagram, but I will try to get some writing done this weekend. I really miss talking to you guys (I’ve always been great at one sided conversations). I’ve talked to my friend who gave me some good idea’s and I am going to try to do a video within the next 2 month’s, but it’s a matter of working up the courage so I’ll keep you posted with that situation. I am currently conquering my fear of jumping at horseback riding lessons, so maybe I’ll conquer 2 fears this year. I’ve also been trying to spend more time studying Korean so I can move on to the next lesson. It’s been a very slow process, but I like that I don’t have to do it. My main issue with school was that I don’t like being told to do stuff, and learning Korean has been nice because I can go at my own pace and I don’t have to do it unless I want to. Sometimes I wish I wanted to a little more though. Also my do over birthday is coming up, since my actual 25 birthday was ruined by covid we are celebrating my half birthday and I’m so excited we are gonna go to the zoo, and aquarium, there has also been talk about glow in the dark put put golf, AND I got myself the bestest birthday present ever….. The official JBJ95 lightstick!!!! If it gets here on time i am going to wrap it up all pretty and let my friend and family give it to me as a half birthday present. Did I plan all of this myself? Basically. I don’t plan on celebrating getting older after this and no one else was stepping up to plan an extravagant birthday celebration, but my counselor assured me that there is no shame and planning my own party. I really am doing good. Like, to the point where I’m becoming a bit paranoid about it. I mean, it’s definitely suspicious, I’m not super stressed I’m almost happy, I’m trying to not just wait for it all to fall apart, but I don’t know how to deal with this level of contentment peace. It’s weird and concerning, but alas, I shall try to take my counselors advice and enjoy it while it lasts instead of waiting for it to all come crashing down and say “I told you so”. So wish me luck, trying to enjoy my lack of sadness and loneliness, I’m not gonna lie it’s been pretty nice. I would love to know what’s new with of you so feel free to leave a comment if you have anything exciting to share. Like I said, I will try to get some writing done soon once things slow down again. That’s part of it too I think. When you are busy you don’t have as much time to overthink, worry, and be sad. I’m not complaining though, I’ll take what I can get. Anyway, please take care of yourselves, and I can’t wait to see you next time!
Sincerely,
LifeInspiredByDreams
