Time for another whatever Wednesday! This ended up being pretty boring and whiny, so I’m apologizing in advance. Actually, when I’m writing this on a Sunday, but it will be Wednesday when I post it. I like to have the tv on as background noise and right now I think SpongeBob is trying to teach Squidward how to blow bubbles because I heard that iconic line, “Bring it around town…. Bring it around town.” If you have no idea what I’m talking about, don’t worry, you’re not missing anything. Why am I writing this on a Sunday you ask? Because my dog is an idiot. She is a very loveable, cute, cuddly, and intelligent idiot.
Some of you are like, “Dude that’s so mean to say that about your dog!”. I said intelligent, didn’t I? My dog walks off leash wonderfully. She sit’s, she will “go to her room”, if I tell her “up up” she will jump onto something, if I tell her “off” she will get off. One day my niece dropped a chicken nugget and the floor, and Kota saw it, but I told Kota to “leave it”. My dog went at least 20 minutes every so often glancing at this abandoned chicken nugget, and at that point I just gave it to her. I didn’t think she would last that long, so as you can see my dog isn’t stupid. I think I’ve mentioned this in a previous post, but every day I tell her not to run up the steps, and every day she runs up the steps, and every so often she stumbles and limps around for a little bit before she is back to normal. Does she ever learn her lesson though? No! Of course not! Today we weren’t even going up the steps I had just taken her and my grandma’s dog out, but my grandma’s dog needs a leash, so I came back inside Kota went up the one step to the kitchen just fine and I took my grandma’s dog back to her room, and I shut the gate and turned around and there’s my dog holding her little paw in the air.
I thought she would walk it off, but it’s been 2 hours and she still limping around and laying in her crate. She wouldn’t even jump on the couch with me. The best (and by best I mean worst) part is because I live in the basement, I have to carry her up and down the steps. I have ZERO upper body strength, and I already pulled a muscle in my arm and it hurt very bad. Well that’s it for today I guess we’ll see what happens. Tomorrow is a holiday, but thankfully my sister-in-law is a vet assistant and she said she would be good until I can call for an appt. Tuesday. Good thing Oneus just had their comeback and I already bought both versions of their album because I’m gonna be to busy paying vet bills to buy and album for quite a while……… Does anyone want a dog??? She’s super sweet, and she will only bite you if you try to pick her up.
So it’s Monday and she’s pretty much back to normal. Every once in a while she looks like she might have the tiniest limp but she’s back to jumping on the furniture. I let her sleep in her crate because I toss and turn so much before I even fall asleep and so often kota will have to get up and find a more comfortable spot. Plus she didn’t really want to come out of her crate anyway after I carried her back down stairs to go to sleep.
I love my dog, but she stresses me out sometimes. It’s cool though because I’m pretty sure I stress her out too. We are a perfect match. Sometimes I wish she could talk and then sometimes I’m glad she can’t. I prefer one sided conversations anyways. That’s probably why I enjoy writing these blog posts. That and because if I’m here typing I can keep putting off the laundry I need to do. I don’t mind throwing clothes in the washer or dryer that’s easy, but then after that I’m supposed to fold them and hang them up, and it’s not hard, but isn’t it though. Normally I just pull clothes out of the basket and as I need them and it’s great, but I have so much other cleaning to do that I’m just ignoring all of it……. Well, trying to anyway. My family is going to a beach for the week next week so I’m hoping to get a lot of stuff done why they are gone. Even though they live upstairs and I live downstairs I just find it to be so much more peaceful when they are on vacation. I will have to get some cleaning done this week since my grandma’s dog will be staying downstairs with me while they are gone. She’s good, but it’s going to be so annoying to have to put a leash on her every time I take her out. First world problems am I right? Well that’s all for today. Maybe I’ll be back tomorrow, but I can’t think of anything else to talk about I’m gonna go watch tv.
Well it’s Wednesday, and she’s almost back to normal. I don’t know what she did, but I’m glad it wasn’t as serious as I thought it was. I really don’t have much else to say. I haven’t heard from my friend since Sunday, and i don’t want to bug her because I think I was annoying her, but I miss her. We barely get to hang out, but it’s always so much fun when we do. Sigh. I’m tired and I need to clean, but I don’t want to and I’m having one of those weeks where I’m just super frustrated with myself. I don’t know. I hope it’s just the weather. I’m trying to convince my mom to let me put a kitchenette in the basement but they are always so busy I really only see them in passing. I was glad to spend a day with my grandma not to long ago. I like me time, but now they’ve got baseball games to go to then the weeks of the away games they are busy doing everything they couldn’t do the week before. So you can see why my friend not texting me is driving me up a wall. I still have my other friend, but we always hang out. I would love to talk to someone besides her, my coworker, and my dog. Whenever someone would say they want something my grandpa use to respond with, “people in hell want ice water”. I miss my grandpa. He was pretty cool. He would always take me fishing even though he knew I was scared of worms and didn’t like to touch fish. He would always jokingly ask if I even liked fishing at that point. The very last time we went fishing I actually touched the fish though and it was kind of cute. He was also the only person I knew that like River Monsters and Dr. Pol as much as I did.
This wasn’t a very exciting Whatever Wednesday, so sorry about that. I’m just having an off week. I’m taking my meds, but I still feel………… I guess slightly depressed. I just don’t want to do anything, and every time I try to get myself to do something I just feel like ‘what’s the point’. I know people care about me, but it’s not very comforting lately. Maybe it’s just the weather. Also finally made my appt the Neurologist and they scheduled me for an EEG, but I have the hardest time falling asleep even if I stay up all night. How is anyone supposed to sleep with stuff glued to your head knowing someone is monitoring every second. It’s a lot of pressure!!!!!!!! Especially for someone who already has trouble sleeping anywhere besides my own room. It’s not till July so there is totally no reason for me to be stressed out about this right now, but obviously my brain just freaks out about whatever it wants whenever it wants.
I’m sorry I’m whining so much today, I’ve been doing pretty good lately I don’t know what’s up with me this week. I hope my friend get’s back to me soon, but here life has been pretty crazy lately. Anyway, I’ll shut up now. Thanks for listening. I hope you guys are doing well. I know it’s okay to not be okay, but knowing that doesn’t actually make it any less awful. I hope the weather is better where you are, and you guys are having a good week. I already have a post in the works so look forward to that next week, and I hope to see you then!
Sincerely,
Er-Budd
